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Hello everyone. This is probably gonna be the last journal i will post about my drum kit. Because i simply don't know what to do anymore. I've finally got the budget of all the stuff (except for the Remo heads and the pedals, they still don't have it), that i wanted from the good Yamaha drum that i was suppose to get... From the fucking best prices that they had... And everything included... The price can go over 1600 or even 1700€... I just.... I already had a fight with my family one more time because of this shit... I can't fucking stand this anymore! I CAN'T!!!!! FUCK MY LIFE AND FUCK EVERYTHING!!!!!! THE WORLD IS AGAINST ME HAVING THIS DRUM........... I just ask myself, why... the FUCK, can't i have money for the drum kit? Why can't i have money?!! I just wanted all that stuff and i was happy! I didn't wanted anything else! Understand? Anything else!!Only the drum with all this stuff that i wanted.....

Now, i have 3 chances: One... Or i go buy the drum kit from the store nearby, which i repeat, it's WAY WORST then this Yamaha kit.... Two... I can only buy a few parts of the kit uncompletly for now, and in christmas time get the rest... Or Three... I can wait more months until we get money for the whole thing. That implys me waiting for more 2 or 3 months. But then i get everything completed.

I know that it is for a good reason to wait but... Damn it, haven't i waited long enough?!!

So.......... I am desperated! I am more interested towards the third option, what do you guys think? I bet not much people will comment either so...